|1:||i'd bang you against a wall
#some type of way
#maybe it's for the better
The more time goes by the more I realize that I actually had actual feelings for this person. Something that hadnt happened for a really long time. And I didnt know how to deal with those feelings so I know how I acted was great part in why things are fucked up now. It makes me really sad to think that I lost out on an opportunity that could have been great.
Suddenly you’re 21 and you’re screaming along in your car to all the songs you used to listen to when you were sad in middle school and everything is different but everything is good
"Sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don’t know why we are sad, so we say we aren’t sad but we really are."
Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time
"si quieres nos vemos, nos drogamos y nos tocamos"